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For ony the second time is seventeen years, I forgot to take my pills this morning. Just as I was getting up, Reta called... Karen was very agitated, and I wanted to get there as soon as possible. By the time I got there, she had calmed down and was almost asleep. She didn't sleep too much today, I think that I got a good sleep last night, but I don't really feel like it... my mind keeps running and running.... Karen did talk a little bit about dying today... wanted to know how to make it easier on everyone... how like her. Everyone that she knows loves her, and she loves everyone... it is so sad to see such a wonderful woman leaving this world. From Bev's journal a few days ago: It hurts when a friend is in pain I find it's very hard to concentrate on anything, and my body is wracked with muscle pain... if Karen were able, she could rub it all away for me.... Fuck cancer. Just fuck it.
life or its' consequences;
it's useless to try.
had visitors most of the day, it seems like... she should sleep well tonight.
He watches her life wax and wane
"Fuck cancer," he cries
With tears in his eyes
It's something no one can explain.
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